why is there always so much distance in my life. what the hell. why does it have to be like eveyone… has to be miles and states and countries and oceans away…..!!!!!! always. damn, give me a break :(
and as i read my previous journal entry describing everything i’ve always wanted… i realized it was him. good feeling. patiently waiting.
tell me how i’ve gotten myself through this exact same thing with so many other people but i am struggling more than ever now… with YOU.